Tomorrow I'm being dismissed from the hospital after my bone marrow aspiration to go home to Sue and John's house. YEA! I can finally shower, use a real toilet and dine with others. Why, then, am I feeling so depressed? I am beginning to realize that "protective environment" means more that just protection from germs! It has also been protection from the entire outside world full of stresses and worries. Now, on the "outside", I have to adhere to the Clinic outpatient schedule, find ways to get to the Clinic, take Chemo as an outpatient, heal at Sue and John's for a few days, fly home to Florida, see my mother, take care of my home, think about work and then the come back to Houston two week later and do everything all over again. YIKES! Yes, for 30 days, I have been totally protected. The doctors, nurse practioners, nurses and nursing assistants have been fabulous and taken great care of me every day. I will miss them all.
When Leda and Ajini came in to see me today, I started to cry and told them I was sad and frightened about leaving. They said it was quite common. Of course, why did I think I was the only one? They told me I would do great on "the outside." I know I will. It's just another giant step on this unexpected journey!
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June, I am so glad you are leaving the hospital tomorrow. I look forward to you coming home very soon! I can't believe it has been 32 days since your diagnosis. Your strength is amazing and I know you will whip this thing!
ReplyDeleteLove you and miss you.
Hello, my friend...I did not know what you were going thru...but rest assured that I and my family have just added you to our daily prayers!
ReplyDeleteI know that the June I know is a fighter and a tough customer...you will do fine on the "outside", for sure.
June, I will follow this blog and look for the opportunity to see you and give you a hug, when you say it is ok to bug you.
In the mean time, may God bless you and give you even more strength to lick this thing for good!
Love
Joe Merino
June, I'm so glad you are getting "sprung" to Sue & John's house. We can't wait to lay eyes upon your smiling face...we miss you much. I am so proud of your bravery through this unexpected voyage. You remain in my prayers and good thoughts. May God continue to Bless your healing process.
ReplyDeleteBarbara Smith
June,
ReplyDeleteYou look great and I am so happy to hear you're getting out. We miss you and can't wait to see you, hopefully very soon!
Linda and I think of you often and are sending you lots of love and positive energy!!
Rick
June, my prayers are with you and my admiration abounds. You are an amazing woman and just when you think you don't have the strength to deal with a situation, you shine through the strength you truly exhibit.
ReplyDeleteWe're all on this journey with you. My love and warm wishes.
Dear June,
ReplyDeleteSo good to hear that you are leaving at least for awhile. You'll do great. I'm available if you need someone to spend a few days or a week when you get home. I can play chauffer, cook, maid, whatever!
I mean it!! I look forward to seeing you soon.
You are always in my prayers and there's been a candle lit evrey day for you.
Love, Maria
Dear June. I just learned from Bianca yesterday all that you have been going though and am greatly appreciative of your willingness to share your journey with your friends and family. I can't empathize but I do know that there are few women in this world that have impressed me as you have and I am certain that your grace, optimism, and strength will carry you through. Treasure your time on the "outside" and know that so many of us are praying for your speedy recovery. All my love and prayers. Dina
ReplyDeleteDear June, I am glad things are going your way and your are in the returning phase to a "normal" life. I can relate and understand your feelings about leaving your protective environment as I had a simmilar expirience when I had my open heart surgery. I remember coming home from the hospital, sitting in the sofa and not moving for the whole day as I was afraid that all my stitches could pop out or that my heart could stop working and nobody would be there to provide the hospital care. You are a fighter and I admire you for it. I will keep you in my prayers. May God bless you!
ReplyDeleteJune,
ReplyDeleteI am glad you are leaving the hospital. You have been in our thoughts and prayers and I know you are a very strong person. I am amazed on how great you look. I look forward to seeing you soon.
Doug Blitzer