Why now? I was feeling anxious today about my numbers staying up high enough for Chemo, about staying in a hotel without my friends around, and about this new chemo I’ll be talking. What will it be like – what will I be like after I take it? All unknowns. I get nervous traveling on vacation so with all these added distractions I was feeling very anxious to say the least. I thought OK, now is a great time to see if this little pill everyone speaks so highly about really works, so I took one in the middle of the day. No negative reaction. Maybe it took the edge off my anxiety, but I didn’t fall asleep or act crazy so I would feel free to use it again when I feel a mental meltdown coming on.
I got so many reactions from that blog. Most of you said, “Take the damn pill!” My friend Jim Leogue said that my hesitation to take the Xanax is typical D personality. D’s feel they can control the situation on their own and don’t need aid!! Sound familiar?
By the way - I finished World Without End today! All 1013 pages!
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